~Of A Cool Brother~

Hmm... Before the rantings about SPOILT BRATS... I was chatting with the coolest brother I had ever had!

He somehow opened my eyes which was watery with anger and hatred to a higher and mature level!

He was telling me to relax half the time I was ranting, bitching and whining over the whole mother fucking situation!

Then something this cool bro of mine told me which opened up my eyes and I wish would opened theirs! "You cannot satisfy a person's every needs!" Damn, it is true. Yes. Those words were the ONLY flicker of hope I have now. If a bitch like me can realise that... question is... why can't they?

Sad, ain't it? Gosh people, GROW UP! I wish I had the ability to show people that I am human. NOT A MIRACLE WHERE I CAN DO EVERYTHING! HELLO, I AM NOT PERFECT! ARE YOU?

Anyway, about this brother of mine, he is cool because he has a hell lot of experience in life. He has met all sort of stupid and intelligent characters. He knows how to go through, thus advicing me through his experiences. He did mention about different people, different within the heart. I honestly told him that I trusted him more than I trusted SOME people! WHICH IS TRUE BECAUSE I KNOW HE TELLS ME SO MANY THINGS I HAVE OVERLOOKED! He was trying to be positive but then with my violent moodswing... I don't think it was relevant. I can see.

(NOTE: I have been in a nasty violent mood also due to getting conquered by Japan (AT LAST!) after 4 months!)

This cool bro of mine well... just like me has a temper (as he himself confessed) but then, I am sure by being an older brother to me, he wants me to keep my head calm at all times. That is not being a hypocrite... that is being concerned... and I loved him for that reason. He taught me so many unexpected things about life and I learnt from that. He is so humane although I know he is misunderstood... to a certain extend... he reminds me of me... MISUNDERSTOOD... oh well, Bro... if you are reading this... thank you for the advice this evening. I really appreciate it. Yet, deep down inside of me... no matter how disappointed and angry I am with them, I pray that someday they will realise... I am only human and I cannot satisfy their EVERY needs...

Thank you, Bro...

~Jezsiema