Lost?

Promises? MEANT TO BE BROKEN!

This will be a shameless blog entry. Mbok Zizah... you are going to lose me again. And this time is on my own accord and... go figure!

But I don't know if she bothers. Why? I have a replacement! :) *what an insincere smile* Oh well. For the time being, I don't know and I seriously DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE.

HUARGH!!!

Hey, this goes for a song (or two)! :) Muehehehe!

PIECES
(Sum 41)

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I'd thought it'd be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy that nothing could save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

Heck, that lyrics! It is based on my life! Haha! Well, I think that is the way it all should be. Well, there is another one which has got some significance in my life.

Unstable
(Adema)

I wanted to know
Who you really are
I needed the chance
To stitch up my scars

I'm closer to you
Than I was in the start
So dive right in
And tear me apart

I'm trapped
And we can't get along
I thought that I was strong
We are so unstable

And then I'm strung out from your touch
But I won't give you up
We are so unstable

I wanted to learn
About the dark side of you
You bring me down
Like a bottle of pills I hate the way
That you make me feel
I keep coming back
I never get you

Heck! There I have it. I think I better log out now. I want to pack! I am kinda glad I am getting away from people who think that they are mature when they are not. They are at the same level as me.

Somehow, I may look defeated but I am NOT defeated... I did my sacrifice on my own accord. Some other people will sacrifice due to losing... Oh well... Don't give a shit...

Sayonara~!

~Jezsiema